Listen to it.
Anywas, well. Everything is amazing, and slightly sad. =[ But more amazing than sad. =D Anyways, I had the most amazing day yesterday. Angel came over, and we did something. We were both depressed, more depressed than most people thought, and we would write poetry and write depressing notes to each other, and you want to know what we did? First, we burned one. Then Angel freaked so we shredded the rest in a shredder! We got rid of our past together, but that wasn't enough for me. I got rid of everything. I got rid of the things that I got high with. I got rid of everything I cut with. I chucked it all into the woods forever, never to be seen again! So I'm free. I'm free again, the shackles gone, fallen off.
That sad thing... On the 24th will be the 15 month anniversary of his death. River Flyte, the one I've known since I was two. The one I had fallen in love with. Every day I think of him, and will never forget him. I remember the night more clearly than anything. Murdered. Cold blood murder. But I can't change it. So all i can do is keep him deep within me. Always remember him. I have to hold on and stay strong, no matter how painful the memory is, I will stay strong.
~MaX, Savvy?
2 comments:
max.... y didnt u tell me? was they a relation of Raf? im so sorry, and u r right,. we r brother and sister. just separated from birth, and id hate 2 see u sad. talk to me whenever u have a problem. ill b here, wating. i love u, and will b here always. u will always have a place in my heart, even when we are old, wrinkly, and have very stupid things to say. we will still b 2gether even after death overcomes us. with you, i will not be afraid when death comes knocking on my door. i will open the door as i always do, and ask death "what kept you".
Janae, I am so proud of you. I got rid of all my stuff too on Saturday when I got home...And yes I did freak out when we burned that one...I'm not a pyro-maniac...
And J, I'm REALLY proud that you let go of all this...and that you're remembering River but not completely dwelling on it...ya know? LYLAS,
x.X|.:A N G E L:.|X.x
You got me hooked on doing that
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