My. Life. Sucks.

I hate my life. I'm not positive why, I do have some reasons, I know it doesn't seem like much, and since it's not much it sounds like I'ma spoiled brat, but I'm not, really, I'm just going through kind of a lot, and some of it I don't even want to mention on here.

1. My step-dad hates me. He doesn't say, but by the way he acts, I know he does.
2. My brother Bryce just called the other day. I know, that sounds like a good thing, but that makes me think, what if that was the last time i EVER get to talk to him? (He's at war in Iraq)
3. I hardly ever get to see Angel anymore... and I don't that's gonna change since my mom will never get around to switching me, I don't even want to go through all the drama of last year again anyways, so, I don't care anymore, I'll just have a crappy year next year...
4. I haven't seen ANY of my brothers in FOREVER, and they might even come to the family renunion!!!!!!!!
5. my bike got stolen two days agao, and when I got my new one, my back tire came off the rim.
6. I miss Raf like hell.
7. I miss my dad like hell and Iraq put together (even though they're pretty much the same thing right now)
8. I miss all my friends in Calinfornia (mostly Raf) really really really REALLY bad.
9. I miss my friend Alexandra in Nebraska.
10. I only have four real friends in Maine right now. (Angel, Ella, Dezzie, Maddy, Sarah? I think Sarah.... ok, possibly three, not positive.)
11. I'm going to a family renunion soon. (could be the last time i ever see some of my family)

Those are all the reasons. And now that I listed them all and thought about all of them, I'm crying, I'm getting mascara all over my face, and I feel like leaving all by my self, to a place no one can talk to me, see me, hear me, a place where I can be totally by my self, away from friends, family, EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~MaX, Savvy?

I'm BBBBBAAAAAaaaaaaaccckkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey there guys! I'm so sorry that I haven't been blogging at all lately, I've been kind of busy. Well, it's summer, and it's hot. I miss all my friends sooooooo bad! I can't wait to see them on the Baltamore/Washington trip! It'll be so fun! -Sigh- but that's in august, so it'll be a while. But, all I can do is wait. I'm also going to a camp in July! And also right after my Baltamore/Washington trip, I'm going to California to visit all my friends! I can't wait to see them again, and while I'm there, I'm going to a family reunion! I can't wait! Well, not much else has happened, sooooooo, I guess that's it, accept that I'll try to blog much more often. Bye!
~~MaX, Savvy?