I hate my life. I'm not positive why, I do have some reasons, I know it doesn't seem like much, and since it's not much it sounds like I'ma spoiled brat, but I'm not, really, I'm just going through kind of a lot, and some of it I don't even want to mention on here.
1. My step-dad hates me. He doesn't say, but by the way he acts, I know he does.
2. My brother Bryce just called the other day. I know, that sounds like a good thing, but that makes me think, what if that was the last time i EVER get to talk to him? (He's at war in Iraq)
3. I hardly ever get to see Angel anymore... and I don't that's gonna change since my mom will never get around to switching me, I don't even want to go through all the drama of last year again anyways, so, I don't care anymore, I'll just have a crappy year next year...
4. I haven't seen ANY of my brothers in FOREVER, and they might even come to the family renunion!!!!!!!!
5. my bike got stolen two days agao, and when I got my new one, my back tire came off the rim.
6. I miss Raf like hell.
7. I miss my dad like hell and Iraq put together (even though they're pretty much the same thing right now)
8. I miss all my friends in Calinfornia (mostly Raf) really really really REALLY bad.
9. I miss my friend Alexandra in Nebraska.
10. I only have four real friends in Maine right now. (Angel, Ella, Dezzie, Maddy, Sarah? I think Sarah.... ok, possibly three, not positive.)
11. I'm going to a family renunion soon. (could be the last time i ever see some of my family)
Those are all the reasons. And now that I listed them all and thought about all of them, I'm crying, I'm getting mascara all over my face, and I feel like leaving all by my self, to a place no one can talk to me, see me, hear me, a place where I can be totally by my self, away from friends, family, EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~MaX, Savvy?
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you're coming to my birthday party. (btw its August 4th at one pm) and you're staying late and i'm gonna see if you can stay over night. we are going to have a LONG LONG talk! lylas,
Brit....AKA Angel
okay ur crying im NOT invited to britts party and im not listed as one of you maine friends... im soo sad rite now seriously sad
Come on girl, life is to short to bother about these things. It's a big issue for you now, but when you're getting older your problems get also different and bigger.
Just see life as a rollercoaster.
Just think at the things you have and the people around you. Feel rich, even if you haven't got a dime.
Good luck overthere....
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